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Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
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9:17 am - back into action
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so i haven't left an entry for a very long time. but no need to look back. so here's what's been going on the past few days! i moved in on sunday...a lot harder than i thought it was going to be, but houser moved in my tv, so he had the really hard part. we went to dinner and then paul came over after his meeting. i met the new roommate. she is ok, and i mean ok. i don't like her, but i don't not like her yet. she is kind of a sorority girl, but she's not in one. i really hoped i didn't get one. oh well. monday wasnt' too exciting. i had 2/4 classes. all my classes seem cool, but will be a lot of work.
i know people have a lot of friends that they just are friends because they can get something from the other. people just like to use each other. good friends aren't like this, this is why you don't have too many good friends in life. so it is annoying when people you never talk to just start talking to you again to use you. for this particular incident that i am talking about, i didn't mind being used, but it still kind of hurt. no real reason, but i think people just like you give you a low blow when they know you are happier than them. haha, surprise, it worked. i'm not really upset, but then at the same time i don't feel 100% good either. i know a lot has to do with the stupid rain...but it's not all that! then to add coal to the fire...i was reading part of annie's 'he's just not that into you'. man does that make my love life just seem like crap! it tells me i am doing everything wrong. the big thing that got me was 'greg' was saying that if a guy isn't having sex with you or doesn't want to undress you, he's just not that into you and if he doesn't really want a defined relationship with you, he's just not that into you and doesn't want to hurt your feelings or really commit. damn you 'greg' for making me feel like crap!
everyone have a good day and i hope the rain isn't putting a damper on your spirits!
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| Monday, December 6th, 2004
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1:50 pm - so it's been a couple weeks
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i've been home and not doing too too much, but still haven't posted an update. so here goes. will and i went to jcu the other night to play with john hurt, good fun! we just hung out, but that was fun. will has been going out more than me lately. oh well, what can i say, my baby brother is cooler then me! i've been working a little. i like hostessing a lot more, but you don't get as many hours in. i was thinking of going for a run today, but it's kind of wet out and i just don't really want to get wet and cold. we'll see when i go next. well, this is just ramble, so i think i am done for now. maybe i'll write again soon with more to say!
good luck to all those with finals this week!!
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| Friday, November 19th, 2004
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10:14 am
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last day of spanish, last day of spanish, last day of spanish!! woo!! i just hope i do well on the final, i have studied a lot for it!! i'm really excited for many reasons this morning. one: last day of spanish!! two: going home tomorrow (with the awesome little brother i like to call fritz)!! three: going home tomorrow for 6 long weeks!! woo hoo ou and our crazy long break!! four: i have a job at the cleveland clinic with my aunt, maybe i'll work a night or two a week at timber fire. five: the reason i couldn't sleep last night...i got shrek 2!! six: i got shrek 2 from one of the coolest canadians ever...who i get to go see play tonight!! ou hockey!! seven: no getting lonely this break because i have shrek 2 to watch and remind me of the canadian!!
well, i should get back to spanish...ahhhhh and blah are the two words that come to mind right now when thinking about spanish!!
to all with finals, good luck...too all just coming home for thanks giving weekend, have safe trips...and luck for when the finals start!!
current mood:  going spanish/study crazy!
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| Monday, November 15th, 2004
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8:18 am - finals week
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ok, i know finals don't stat til thursday...but i leave on saturday and this still is a final week...so this weeks is finals week fall '04. you all know what finals week means...get out those g and v strings and those sexy thongs, finals week is thong week. boys, you don't have to do this and it'd be perferred if you didn't, but ladies, trust me, it loosens you up and really helps with the whole finals week!! woo thong week, haha, yay ou!! everyone else, let me know when your thong week is and i'll participate from cold cold cleveland ohio!! :)
all taking finals this week, best of luck to you. to those not, have a good week!
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| Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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7:49 pm - and then there were none
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so i got back from the second annual night at lake hope this afternoon!! it was awesome once again. ohio parks, you sure know how to hit that spot where i'll always remember you!! ok, so done talking to some of my favorite places in ohio and back to talking to real people.
we really had a great weekend. we got there a little early, so we checked in, but couldn't get into the cabin yet. so we set right out for our long hike around the lake and to the big historic furnace. like last year, we took the road back...with a few modifications brought on by the brother and my new brother fritz. that was a nice hike and we got to talk a lot and catch up a lot about the year and what not. good times good times. the boys added a new flare and life to the conversations...also a plus. we got back from the hike and were all thirsty and hungry like no other. so we started the all night feast of junk food and pop (or iced tea or lemonade thanks to fritz!). we almost finished the bag of chips and cookies before we even started the hot dogs (a big part of that was due to the fact it took annie a few tries to start the fire...but why did we let her do it, she has never camped and she has a fake gas fire at home...so i guess it was in part all of our faults). then we had the hot dogs and some marshmallows over the fire...mmmmm, mmmmm, mmmmm!! we played a riveting game of egyptian rat screw (which i won, beware of the slap in's!!) and watched the stars and just talked all night! we had some deep conversations and some not so deep ones...all leading to a perfect night. we all crashed around the same time, or at least quieted down around the same time. i shared a bed with the bed hog annie...good thing i didn't need too much space to sleep, because i wouldn't have had it!! :) then we woke up, toni and i cleaned the cabin, then we just checked out and had breakfast in the lodge. then we parted and headed our separate ways back to reality and school. toni and kyle still managed to amuse us. they were way out of sight and we assumed well on their way back to columbus but low and behold we pass them going the other way...i guess they made a wrong turn or just missed us after 5 minuted and wanted to go back to athens with us. we all got a good laugh in about that one!!
the sister ran well at regionals and her teammate mo won!! go pitt!! they finished 7th at regionals, the second best finish in pitt history (but not they competition is harder than it was back in the day!) i can only update you hockey buffs by saying ohio won friday night with a good lead then lost in a shoot out on saturday. no clue how sunday went, but i am sure i'll hear about it tomorrow!
hope all had a good weekend. :)
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| Saturday, November 13th, 2004
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11:47 am - lake hope
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we are leaving in about an hour for lake hope '04. i am excited to go, last year was a GREAT time and this year we have increased our group by a zaylor and a bauters. i really wanted to go home this weekend, for a nice 5 days at home, but lake hope is awesome too, i wouldn't want to miss it. i'll be home next week. this will be my first night away from athens this qtr for other reasons than rugby...so i am super excited.
on the contrary to popular belief, i have been thinking a lot lately. i miss home a lot, but i don't want to leave the people here at school either. i know after i graduate there will be a happy middle ground of family and friends, but right now it is kind of hard to grasp. i want to see and be with my family and friends at home, but i don't want to leave a few of my friends here. i know it's not the end of the world and i'll see them again in 6 weeks, but some people are hard to leave because they make you soooo happy. to those of you who make me happy at ou, thank you. to those of you who make me happy at home, i will see you soon!!
so last night i ordered pizza for dinner...bizarre. i got think crust, so i liked it a lot. mmmmm, crispy. due to the lack of a hockey game, i went and hung out with shannon and her boys last night. good times. i missed a call from the sister, i hope she ran well today at regionals. too bad the sister couldn't join the lake hope group...maybe next year we can plan a date around her running schedule!! :) i hope that maybe in the spring i can take the canadian there for a little getaway from athens...but we'll see. i do own him some fun by the lake as stated in the card (wink wink!)
well, time to wrap this up and finish packing! yay for lake hope, yay for sister running at regionals, yay for hockey, yay for friends and family, and yay for last two days of classes this qtr!! everyone have a good, safe, and productive saturday!
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| Wednesday, November 10th, 2004
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3:13 pm - bathroom manners
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ok, first things first...bathroom manners. you don't talk on you damn cell phone while in a public restroom. it's bad enough you are on the phone, but in a public restroom. other then maybe grossing out the person you talk to, you are making anyone else in there feel uncomfortable!! come on people, show some respect for others!! i can talk about other restroom manners, but that is the thing for now. i just wanted to get that out there. i am excited for our break tomorrow and looks like my options for the night and a anything but pants birthday party or jana jana's birthday party...oh well. we'll see what craziness comes...no shots tonight!! that's all i have to say about that!! lake hope this saturday!! woo. yay sister has regionals this weekend too!! best of luck to her!!
take care all...
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| Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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9:44 am - the big weekend starts today!
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this is a big weekend had by all!! other than the halloween party here in athens (which i'd like to know if an infamous little brother will be attending or not), there is the sister running at big east in boston, hockey playing at penn state, and rugby playing in playoffs at michigan, and liquor treat for the ruggers tonight. luck to all!!
i just wanted to get this out there...thanks for talking to me last night. i know you are not a lier and that most of the things i posted before were just me being pissy and insecure! thanks for being there buddy!
other than letting people know about this weekend and my apology, that is about all i have to say for it is time for me to get back to my spanish studies!! have a good safe weekend everyone!! kyle, john, aj, eric...i hope to see you all this weekend. for all traveling, be safe!! :)
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| Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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9:35 pm - all in all
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so this weekend turned out not too bad. friday i had a good time in cincy with the roomie and some of the girls. great times in the costume shop and over a good home cooked dinner! i wasn't in too hot of a mood friday morning, but that did improve as the day went on! i think i was just tired, a little pms'ing, and little nervous, and just a little of being a girl.
so the rugby game went well on saturday. we won against wright state and it was an interesting game to watch (mainly kate and christi just railing some of the wright state girls). with the exception of a bruise on the elbow and a knee, i came out this time ok. as well did the rest of our team!! no one got hurt this weekend. go us. there was a little drama with the rides home, but that was solved and i am indebted to duh for driving many many miles this weekend. i know it wasn't for me, but thanks a ton! after we made record time home, i had a nice quick shower and dinner then it was off to the ohio, kent volleyball game! annie played wonderfully and scored, blocked, and spiked many times. and i got a t-shirt out of it! we got to talk to annie after the game...a huge plus!! i was soooo impressed at the level she was playing at and the intensity of the college level!!
later that night i went to the rugby party with shannon. good times. there were only a few of us there for a while. that was a lot of fun because i got to talk to some guys that i normally just flirt with a little and then go on my merry way (normally going to find shannon or talk to houser about a certain canadian). there was a little drama with the girls, but nothing too bad. also, there was a running joke played by me and dixey...we made a few people think we had hot animal sex in the bathroom and waited for the reactions. it was fun...i don't know how many people actually found out and how many people thought it was really true. but if they did...they don't know me and my disgust for that. after talking to dixey while we were upstairs supposedly having sex, i figured out it wasn't the fact that they were doing it in a bathroom at a party, it was the fact that many times it was with random guys. that is sooo impersonal and even worse to me than just a random hookup. so girls and boys, moral of the story...if you feel the need to have sex in the bathroom at the party, do so with a significant other, not just a random dude at the party, there is no satisfaction in that!! thanks for listening.
i slept at shannon's saturday night. i didn't get to bed to real late and didn't sleep well til shannon got back. but it was followed by a good breakfast with good company (shannon and felicia). but i do now know, and will hopefully execute, that i can sleep at the canadian's place without any worries!! if i only would have known. i am still working on the sleepover thing for this year...wink wink!!
hope all had a good drama free weekend and don't forget the moral of the story, hehehe. :P
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| Friday, October 22nd, 2004
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9:05 am - in search of:
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ok, so this might just be a julie pissy rant...but i have to get it out there. didn't sleep too well last night and it is still bothering me. so here goes.
In search of a man/guy/boy (in that order) who:
~understands me. both where i am coming from and where i am going. even if that path isn't set, but at least know i am going somewhere and that happiness is the highest goal in my life.
~is there and understands when i am upset. i may not have a reason to be upset, but i am still a girl, so i am allowed to just be upset every so often. i can't say i get derailed easily, but there are many things that bother me and i just need someone to understand that and listen to me rant. girls, so far you have been key here...thanks!!
~doesn't feel the necessity to lie to me. trust me, i can take it. funny thing how the first word there was trust...you need trust to not be jealous and have a good friendship. what i can't take is living a lie and thinking there is something there that isn't. believe it or not, i can move on. sometimes i get stuck in a rut and need a little push; lies just make that rut deeper. i need someone i can trust and someone that will let me know what's going on in their life, if i'd like to hear it or not.
~supports me. back to previous lines. i need reassurance that i am not totally messing up my life and just an it's ok will suffice. i am confident in myself and decisions, but i am still human and need this support. i also need support when i am out on the field. i've had one fan all season who has always been there. i get scared and i need help and confidence that if i go down, there is someone there on the sides that give a damn. being more excited about going to someone elses game than mine isn't support. just tell me the truth and you don't want to come or you don't want to or think i need the support.
~can motivate me. one of many flaws, i am not always the most motivated person. that has been worked on, but i still need help on this one from an outside source. just a little you can do it, or showing up to a game or anything to show that you support me. getting soooo excited about going to another's game over mine doesn't help. if you don't want to come, don't, it doesn't help with the motivation when you are more excited about other people's activities than mine. i need to trust that you care and you want me to succeed and that you will positively motivate me to do so.
~will not be embarrassed to be seen with me in public. i know i am not the most beautiful person, but i am damn sure i am not ugly. and i also am sure that my personality isn't something to be embarrassed about. i don't want someone that we'll just go showboating around town, but i'd like to be recognized by friends as existent. i don't need to hear that your friend thought you were getting on one of my best friends...funny yes, but doesn't help the confidence.
~will be my friend. i know you'll be there when i need a place to study, but what about when i need a should to cry on because people are assholes and don't see that i have feelings too. sometimes i just have a rough afternoon and them i am over with it...but i need someone that understands that that afternoon was rough and i just needed someone there for that half an hour. i also need a friend that will be friends to my other friends...very important and self explanitory.
~can talk to me about anything. enough said.
~likes me for me and doesn't make me feel like they like the accessibility i have to outside places. i need someone that likes me and not the fact that i am there whenever i am needed to be there and will drop everything to do something for them. i am a push over, and i will drop almost everything to do something for a male that i like. sometimes i know this is taken advantage of and sometimes i don't. but i need to know that you are not, you just like to spend time with me and this is just a perk to the relationship, friendship, or whatever it may be.
now that i am done with this rant, i can't say i feel a ton better, but yes, i do feel better now that's it's out there. if you read this, please take it with a grain of salt. it is early in the morning, i didn't not sleep well, and we are playing at wright state tomorrow...i'm not nervous now, but who knows what shape i will be in tomorrow. i don't need anyone calling me or replying to this, everything is ok...these are just bottled up feelings and questions lurking inside of me. i guess these are mostly questions i have that need to be reassured are false and that i am just being a paranoid girl. thanks!
have a GREAT weekend all and i'll talk to you later!
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| Friday, October 15th, 2004
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4:29 pm - return of the king
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i have watched and loved all 3 of the lord of the rings movies and have been enchanted by the books. i now realized why i have such a fascination with the hobbits and a love in particular for merry and pippin. aside from being short like me, they have a love of life, always eating, not sure what they have gotten themselves into, and the ability to have everything work out in the end, they also have an equally magnificent match who they never leave and always loves. i know there are many meanings political and philosophical in lord of the rings, but i see one in particular in my life. it is the deep friendship and love i have for my sister as do merry and pippin for each other. not always the brightest and most keen, but they always look out for one another and thinking of the other before himself. when they have to split in return of the king, i am always saddened even though i know in the end it works out and they are reunited. i realized today this is the same way i feel about my sister and the same worries merry has for pippin, i have for my sister (well, i don't think she'll be killed by suramon, but still i still worry for her health and wellbeing). we are split too by different colleges, but this hasn't changed how much i miss or love her.
it is amazing how such an old book or story can still emotionally move you today. human emotions never die and are hard to evolve. your emotions can grow and become more vivid than before, but they are still the same basic ones people had hundreds of years ago. all the love and emotions you have for a family member or good friend never die and you are reminded constantly of them. you may not realize it at first, but it is always there with little hints shown through you and to you that they are still there.
life in athens has been a little cold and wet the past few days, but other than that pretty good. we have rugby here tomorrow and then one last game next week at wright state...and we know how much i love going there...well, it's only been once, but that was a bad experience. this time i have hopes and know it'l have a better outcome, win or lose. there was some drama surrounding this weekend, but that has all been solved and i can sleep happy now!! haha. our rugby sweats came in today, i get mine later!! i can't wait to see what they look like. well, time to get back to lord of the rings, then it's off to shannon's for a little pre-hockey pre-gaming fun!! everyone have a safe and warm weekend!! :)
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| Friday, October 8th, 2004
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7:26 am
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GOING HOME TODAY!!!! YAY!!!! everyone else that is, drive safely. and to all a good weekend!! (sorry, i just wanted to brag about going home, so that is the only point of this entry! fritz, you can brag all you want too buddy!!)
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| Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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12:00 pm - athens today, home tomorrow!
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this week has gone by real fast...it's hard to think that over a week ago i was underage!! i thought this week was going to go by slow due to the fact i am going home tomorrow, but no!! it's been a week of up's and down's and a lot of preliminary thinking of the near and not so near future. but that is for another journal or to be discussed on a more personal basis.
so bong hill is tonight. as last fall, i don't think i am going to go. i know it's good bonding time and i really don't have too much else to do, but i just don't feel like binding with the team right now. i may go to beers later, but that is also in the air! i really haven't been hanging out with the ruggers too much lately. mainly due to spanish tests on fridays (so i have to study thrs night) and the canadian has come over the past couple thursdays to hang out and that has just been a way more appealing offer! then on the weekends i have hung out with the ruggers a little, but i have been hanging out with other friends a lot...which has been great!!
monday was busy for me this week, but i haven't had too much to do since then...but i'm a dork and still stay in! it happens that i am not doing so caliente en espanol...but i really studied for the last test...i just make stupid mistakes and like last qtr, my teacher doesn't give half credit. a little worried about the spanish grade and just passing it...i talked to the teacher today and she said not to worry. it just pisses me off because the more i seem to learn and the more i try to do well at it, the worse i do in the class. if this is an anti-studying add or what! we have a test next friday...so i better not do worse on it because i am starting to study for it now. if i do worse, who know's what's going to happen, but it won't be good. hahahaha. and by that i mean i'll probably just have a really long run the next day or something.
opinion: what do you think about half marathons? do you know any good ones to train for? is it worth the time and effort to run one? is it worth dropping some other extra curricular activities for?
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| Monday, September 27th, 2004
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9:27 am - tomorrow, tomorrow is only a day away!!
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so the big 2-1 is only a day away!! that is just soooo weird to think about! what birthday is there to look forward to after this? i guess i can look forward to 30, 40, 50, 90, and 100...but come on, after 21 you are just getting old!! i mean, 22, what's the fun in looking forward to that! you are one year closer to being another year older!
it's also weird to think that my school life has almost exhausted itself. i mean i know i have over a year and a half left, but still...i've been going to school since i was 5...so it's a big thing when you might only have a year left!! well, if i do have more then that year left, my mommy is going to get a little pissy and probably make me pay to finish up...which i will do seeing there is no reason to get that close than not finish it!!
i guess this morning was just one of 'em thinking mornings.
this weekend was fun. thrs i just hung out with the canadian and then went over annie's and did a little spanish and had some dq. friday i had dinner at jenn's with an amazing desserts then we went to the hockey game after that was another night hanging out at annie's...it's kind of nice having her just behind me! saturday we had our game, we lost, but i scored and got some nice bruises from it!! i guess that means i'm starting to play!! hahaha. then it was to walmart, rugby party, then back to the hockey game. we found a new place to hang out then...we went to jenn's and watched a movie and hung out!! good times. i got a drunken phone call from a murph [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<aka,>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] so the big 2-1 is only a day away!! that is just soooo weird to think about! what birthday is there to look forward to after this? i guess i can look forward to 30, 40, 50, 90, and 100...but come on, after 21 you are just getting old!! i mean, 22, what's the fun in looking forward to that! you are one year closer to being another year older! it's also weird to think that my school life has almost exhausted itself. i mean i know i have over a year and a half left, but still...i've been going to school since i was 5...so it's a big thing when you might only have a year left!! well, if i do have more then that year left, my mommy is going to get a little pissy and probably make me pay to finish up...which i will do seeing there is no reason to get that close than not finish it!! i guess this morning was just one of 'em thinking mornings. this weekend was fun. thrs i just hung out with the canadian and then went over annie's and did a little spanish and had some dq. friday i had dinner at jenn's with an amazing desserts then we went to the hockey game <like the dork i am> after that was another night hanging out at annie's...it's kind of nice having her just behind me! saturday we had our game, we lost, but i scored and got some nice bruises from it!! i guess that means i'm starting to play!! hahaha. then it was to walmart, rugby party, then back to the hockey game. we found a new place to hang out then...we went to jenn's and watched a movie and hung out!! good times. i got a drunken phone call from a murph <aka, roomie for next year> and a little brother!! i love it!! sunday i went to osu to see the brother. we had some good bonding time at the shell station all day long!! believe it or not, i enjoyed myself! next time we'll actually do something i promise brother! have a good one y'all!! :)
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| Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
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9:30 pm - another day in athens
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I know i haven't been doing the best at keeping this thing up lately...but hey, i'm a busy girl here! things have been going alright here in athens. i am reaching that 1 month mark where i just want to go home and everything here is bothering me...and that 1 month mark happens to be dangerously close to the birthday. oh well. classes are ok, i dropped my one pols class so i can concentrate more on my other classes. i hope that helps! it better!
rugby is going well also, except for the minor soreness and occasional bruises...which by the way are showing up in places they never have before...mainly my ass! lt me tell ya, it's a pretty site! good thing there is no one to look at the beautiful thing right now! just kidding to all who may be offended by that or plain just don't get it. we won against univ. of kentucky and lost by a lot to osu. i seem to not be getting in the swing of things too quickly here...i hope i improve soon!! i want to play well for the home crowd at kent!! i also just want to play period. but we'll see! the shoulder is a little sore, but i don't think it'll be anything bad for saturday.
abby is going home this weekend, i kind of wish i could to, but it'd be a stretch! i'll see the sister sooner or later. i may go and see kyle and take him to lunch and target this sunday, but that isn't 100% yet. our game was pushed back to 1 sat...i like that because i can get things done in the morning, but i am a creature of habit and i don't like things changing on me all the time like this! it seems we are the only team that will switch the kickoff time...but hey, what more can you expect.
the first hockey game is tomorrow and of course we are all going!! yeah, we're dorks. jenn is making me and a few other special people dinner before the game...i'm not so much looking forward to the dinner as i am the interaction and the dessert!! hahaha, mmmmmm, i like my sweets!! i'm also looking forward to see what this canadian i hear about is and how he looks on the ice. there are a couple boys in my skating class that i think can take him! haha. skating show '04...lookign forward to it!! i'll keep you all plosted on the progress!! i learned to stop...go me!!
well, i'm done for now. tonight is going to be a night in...keeping it a low profile before the birthday!! there will be no encounters before and no getting in trouble...5 days to go, i think i can wait! side note, got some cool clothes and stolen candy bars from the brother!!
have a good one all and stay safe!!
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| Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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11:42 am - almost done with the first week
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so i have had a couple days of classes. they are going alright, but will be a lot of work because i want to do well in them this qtr...plus, my pols ones seem interesting, so i want to do them. i hate spanish already and i hope to just skim by and hopefully do well. i'm not totally sure how skating is going to be, but we'll see. kind felt a little chitty but we'll see. i think it'll be a nice break in the day...even if i do have to run all around. and who knows, that may be the only time i get to see the canadian. i'm a little overwhelmed with all this work for president, i was expecting it, but not all of a sudden. we have our training on sunday, so i hope that will help! i might make a trip to good old pitt this weekend, but we'll see. the brothers will be there this weekend, so that'll be fun, it's just the 3hr drive after the game and the 3hr drive back before the meeting on sunday that i don't like. i might try to do it again on a weekend where i can go and stay the whole weekend.
when it rains, it pours. that is for sure. i felt like that yesterday. i am a little more clam today, but still confused and nervous...things i don't normally feel. i know this is ok and it'll all be ok in a week or so...but still, that doesn't help. it was nice just talking to fritz at ping and walking back with him. for some reason that just helped yesterday!! maybe it was just the familiarity of home...i don't know! we'll, i guess this is enough crabbing for one journal!! don't worry though, there will be more!! wahahahahaha!!
current mood: discontent
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| Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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8:20 am - all moved in
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so i am all moved into my new room. things look good here...and i already like boyd a little better than sargent! we went around last night and saw a few peoples apartments...looking good ladies!! a little annoyed that someone didn't ask to see my room...i like it and want to show it off!! oh well, i got back last night and before i got a chance to call annie about sleeping over or not...one of the football players from downstairs came up and we talked for awhile! see, already better than last year!! well...i have to get down to move in crew...get to move fritz in today yay!! thoughts will be continued later!! miss you all from home...from athens, i'll see you soon!!
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| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
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9:52 pm - stained
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when you get a stain on your shirt you think it is runied...but sometimes it makes you remember something great from your past! just wearing my 'shut up and run' shirt thinking about the big wheel, wisconsin, nikki and the other girls from freshmen and soph. years!! it seems like that julie doesn't even exist and i am a whole new person, but really, deep down, i know it's evolution baby!
abs went back to school today. it wasn't bad moving her in and her apartment is awesome! it's really nice and is going to be hard to top when i go back and look for one in athens. oh well. i got to see miranda and charla, so that wasn't bad either. we skipped 'the o', but that was fine by all. next time! not really missing the sister yet, but i know i will when i go back and really just want her there with me [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<yes,>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] when you get a stain on your shirt you think it is runied...but sometimes it makes you remember something great from your past! just wearing my 'shut up and run' shirt thinking about the big wheel, wisconsin, nikki and the other girls from freshmen and soph. years!! it seems like that julie doesn't even exist and i am a whole new person, but really, deep down, i know it's evolution baby!
abs went back to school today. it wasn't bad moving her in and her apartment is awesome! it's really nice and is going to be hard to top when i go back and look for one in athens. oh well. i got to see miranda and charla, so that wasn't bad either. we skipped 'the o', but that was fine by all. next time! not really missing the sister yet, but i know i will when i go back and really just want her there with me <yes, i want you there with me, but hey...i guess i can deal with the ou people!>! well, it's been a long day, i'm tired and a dork, so time to read then go to bed. i will be close to finishing this book by the time my summer is over!! sweet dreams to all and see a bunch of ya soon! lick! :P
~and yes, i am pensive...unlike this morning when i was just sitting there blank! i guess you really do think more at night!
current mood:  pensive
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| Friday, August 20th, 2004
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8:37 pm - laughing in the rain...
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things have to not be going that bad if you can laugh while running across the street in the rain and almost getting hit by the little silver car!! as much as things might not make sense, when you are with good friends having a good time, it doesn't really seem to matter. i was told by a good friend that you wake up wondering if you'll see or hear from that certain someone and then you remember that life is in the craps...well, that is true, but then you remember everything and everyone else that is just good for no apparent reason. this is what gets you through and keeps you strong enough to deal with that one thing pr person that has just turned your world upside down! life goes on and you just keep running through the rain with no direction but up [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<the [...] it's>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] things have to not be going that bad if you can laugh while running across the street in the rain and almost getting hit by the little silver car!! as much as things might not make sense, when you are with good friends having a good time, it doesn't really seem to matter. i was told by a good friend that you wake up wondering if you'll see or hear from that certain someone and then you remember that life is in the craps...well, that is true, but then you remember everything and everyone else that is just good for no apparent reason. this is what gets you through and keeps you strong enough to deal with that one thing pr person that has just turned your world upside down! life goes on and you just keep running through the rain with no direction but up <the the hill up to som, it's a bitch to run up, but once up and over it, how awesome!?>. it may be rainy out <doctrine of correspondence>, but hey, there is always someone with laughs in it too! :)
current mood:  horny
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11:16 am - rainy days
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yesterday, like today is shaping up to be, it was rainy. the rain didn't stop abby, mara, conor, and me from going to chapin forest for a run/walk. we are doing the same at south chagrin today. it's nice when you have someone to run with every so often! hopefully fritz is better so i can show him some of my places...if he is willing to slow down a little for me!! ;) tonight is the greek festival and nico's band is playing...so i think abby and i and other assorted guests may attend!
thought of the morning...rainy days aren't always bad! true, doctrine of correspondence, but then there is making the best of a rainy situation! yesterday wasn't too bad and today isn't turning out so bad either! i guess you just have to make the best of what you've got and run with it!! happy rainy day all!!
current mood:  pleased
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